| 其實我真係明白我比起好多人已經好幸福﹐我唔可以話我自己係最幸福果個但係都已經好好架喇。。。應該懂得好好珍惜或滿足而家我所擁有嘅野。。。唉唉。。。但係我都唔知點解我D脾氣真係好反常呀。。。我都唔想咁嫁。。。但係我真係控制唔到自己。。。真係覺得自己有D心理不BALANCE呀。。。我已經有時想發癲嘅時候忍住忍住咁唔發脾氣﹐係果個時候唔好有人煩我就得架喇。。。
哩幾年我本人真係經歷太多野喇。。。但係每次我一諗番起D唔開心嘅野發生過係自己身上我就會不知不覺咁流眼淚 which我自己都控制唔到﹗就算我依家打緊哩一段我都會不知不覺咁流緊眼淚。。。我知道每個人都要經歷一D事先會大個或成長。。。但係可唔可以唔好每次都要我經歷D咁辛苦同咁痛苦嘅經歷呀﹖
有時我真係覺得做人好辛苦呀﹗但係一諗起加拿大可能就快大地震我真係怕我就咁就死左喇。。。真係想像唔到我可能會同屋企人分開或者再見唔到我D朋友。。。我成日都會諗就快地震點算好﹖真係好驚好驚。。。
由四月開始我阿哥就返左香港玩。。。咁日先岩岩返黎咋。。。但係哩兩個月我諗係我人生中最辛苦嘅一段時間。。。有時車完阿媽番工就到我自己番工。。。放工之後又要接番佢放工。。。一係唔洗番工都要早起身車佢番工。。。到夜晚又接番佢放工。。。好似無得瞓耐D咁。。。依幾排真係好累好累呀。。。真係有想死嘅感覺。。。個黑眼圈仲經過之前呀。。。我阿媽都笑我乜我對眼咁黑呀﹖ 我COVER左經多CONCEALER都仲見到。。。證明真係有幾經呢﹖今日對眼先開始無咁黑。。。但係我終於都捱唔住喇前日開始喉嚨痛呀同好多淡。。。咁日仲好痛添。。。
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| Big THANKS to everyone who had celebrated my bday with me ! haha even tho we dunno what to do .... always just eat and sing k ! As we grow up ...there is really for play anymore ... dunno yyyyy.... its really hard to think of one thing to do to entertain each of us....but really hope everyone of could always keep in touch!!
ting ting: thanks for celebrating my bday with me every single yr ! i really hope this will continue on and on and never ends........haha... but this yr was really funny got the same present as avary ... but its ok at least u knew i will love it ! hehe^^ thxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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| 好快又到农历新年喇！。。。希望今年可以活得开心过上年。。。今年新年又同我个生日好近喇。。。7号果日谂住同几个FRDS去 DOWNTOWN 到食日本野。。。上次同我个BEST FRD去食过我觉得果到D DESIGN 好好呀。。。D野食都好好味。。。8号就谂住同另外D FRDS 去风尚到食饭。。。然后正日就同阿妈阿哥去睇黄子华栋笃笑。。。连续几日都系同食有关。。。又会好肥喇>_<。。。。
黎紧哩个星期四终于有得去食我人生第一次嘅DINEOUT 喇。。。好期待﹗﹗﹗
至從辭左之前份工。。。我依家一至四都好悶呀。。。唔知揾唔揾另外一份工好。。。依家無車番工好唔方便呀。。。要等到四月先可以拎番個牌。。。我以後都唔咁再開快車LU。。。。
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| 新嘅一年將會好快好快就來臨喇。。。好耐都未試過咁期望好快好快咁過完一年。。。新一年新嘅願望﹖我都唔知自己個願望係乜﹖ 只係希望 08年開始會好運D同唔好再咁黑仔就得喇。。。做D乜都順順利利就好喇。。。唔好再諗住以前D野。。向前望。。。過去左就過去左。。。希望可以5D 忘記。。。可以從新黎過。。。
唔知道係咪個人越大就越覺得無野好玩。。。無左以前果份開心喇。。。以前真係可以每一日都出街。。。玩到唔願返屋企。。。但係依家就算有架車比我幾時出就幾時出都無用。。。已經諗唔到有D咩可以做。。。以前會為左鍾意唱K而去唱K但係依家係為左唔想悶或者想揾野做唔想咁早返屋企而去唱K。。。我日日都覺得悶但係真係好耐都未試過悶到咁喇悶到我都真係唔識得點去形容喇。。。我未試過日日係到大叫?#22909;悶真係好悶呀﹗?#12290;。。我真係覺得點解我個人生越黎越悶呀>_<
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| 前幾日。。。番緊工無喇喇頭痛。。。痛到番屋企。。。依幾排都唔係瞓得好好瞓嘅時候成日都好似唔舒服咁好似想嘔﹐唔知係咪成日諗野諗得太多。。。哩兩晚個胃都好痛呀。。。痛到我瞓唔到又係好似想嘔咁。。。我好耐都未試過瞓得好好喇。。。唉。。。。我幾時可以學識放開D呀唔好諗咁多野呀﹖
今日係聖誕節。。。而前會每一年都會諗到同D FRDS做D乜好。。。但係今年我就乜野都無做過淨係陪阿媽食野買野。。。我好耐都未試過悶到咁喇。。。點解可以無野做架﹖﹖唉。。。我真係好悶好悶呀﹗﹗﹗悶到我想大叫呀﹗﹗好想走。。。好想離開呀。。。幾時先實現到呀﹖
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